Losing him has been harder than I ever imagined.
When he was sick I was at a new low.
Lower than I had ever been before.
I didn’t think I’d ever find a night as dark as the first night I realized he would die.
But now he’s gone and the darkness is everywhere.
It’s entered crevices I never thought it could.
I sometimes wonder when I will find the light again,
or when it will find me.
But deep in my heart I fear I will never see it again.
Papa always said “you are the light of my life.”
Little did I realize he was actually the light of mine.
That light is gone.
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