sometimes I feel alone.
sometimes I feel small.
sometimes I feel the space is too big.
or not big enough.
sometimes it feels like the walls are coming in,
sometimes it feels they are too wide.
living with anxiety is a struggle.
especially when things change, people die, people you never knew about enter your life.
every day is a victory when I can say hey I made it.
today I didn’t cry, today I didn’t hyperventilate, today my chest didn’t cave in,
today is a good day, a great day even. I feel light and free. I enjoy it now. I soak it in.
i know I’ll have another day that the walls cave in or are no where to be found.
For now I will take this victory. I will dance. I will play and I will sing.
for this is living with anxiety.
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